Sohrab Sepehri an Iranian poet says that "We are not here to find the secret of the rose، Maybe we are here to be fascinated by the magic of the rose". Also one of the things I should learn is to be fascinated by the magic of beautiful world but the thing that fills my mind is to find the secret of the world. Books that I’ve read recently tempt me again to begin my way to know the universe better.
"The Holographic Universe" is name of a book by Michael Talbot I’m reading now. This book discusses a theory about the universe and says that the universe is a hologram and so thinks of it (including us) as a whole. This book based on the theories of a quantum physicist David Bohm and a psychologist Karl Pribram. Also I think it's just a theory now but as the first connection between physics and metaphysics it could be a good start.
"Emotional intelligence" by Daniel Goleman is another interesting book for me. It contains new discoveries about brains emotional structure, our main type of emotions, and IQ vs. EQ and... . This book is totally scientific.
Information security and quantum computing is the field that I study as a part of my job network administration. as a consequence again I engaged with mathematics and physics concepts like linear algebra, probabilities and quantum physics after I graduated from university(I have MS in physics).
Another part of my daily reading consists of books in totally different area. Books from authors like Paulo Coelho who live in a totally different world than scientists, World of sophism and magic. Also I do not believe in these things yet but a different point of view always could open our eyes to reality. Another thing that I could learn from these people is "to be fascinated by the magic of the rose". Learn to live and feel the life.
This mess of information seems useless and non-related but my scientific sensation tells me that they become more and more integrated. For example when you compare descriptions of unconscious mind in these totally different points of views you could find many interesting facts about it.
Now after all in 30th year of life I think that I find my way in life. I want to "Decode the Mathematic Rules of the Universe".
I want to continue study information security and quantum security and use it to earn money and also use it to train my mathematic part of my mind.
Solving puzzles, playing puzzling games and trying to find general ways of solving well known puzzles like Sudoku is another way that I'm using to train my mind.
By the things I have learned from books and the experience gained from solving puzzles I continue my way step by step to solve the puzzle of the universe.
